sally

Tadi baru aje che’ tengok kat TV3, pasai nasi beraini gam…amboi, sedapnyeee! Dah lama che’ tak makan nasi beriani, that is my favorite food eva..Ada sejarah kenapa che’ boleh suka makan nasi beriani..amboi, bila teringat nasi beriani, my mouth is watering u know!!…oh ya sejarah che’ boleh suka nasi beriani ni kan, ok masa tuh che’ pi Singapore dengan buddy che’, Sya, masa tuh ada students’ conference..

We all lapaq tahap naga time tuh…pehtuh payah bebenor plak nak caghi halal food kat sana, jadi haghi terakhir kat Singapore, sebelum balik Mesia, che’ dengan Sya pi la shopping kat Arab Street..masa tuh che’ dah lapaq dah, tak laghat dah…nak makan nasik jugak, tak kira..pehtu we all pon dengan kuasa Tuhan, tersampai lah kat restoran mamak ni..punyala syukuq sebab at last dapat jugak jumpa nasik…nasik beriani beb!! che’ ingat lagi nama restoran tuh, nama dia Restoran Zam Zam…yang che’ suka la kan, mamak tuh punya la baik kasi we all nasi banyak tahap naga punya(part of it was because Sya ayat baik punya kat mamak tuh, heheheh)….pehtuh, we all mintak kari ayam, huhhhh, terliuq beb…ayam plak beso…dan sebab ayat baik dari Sya, we all dapat papedam satu plastik penuh, dan yang best tuh, harga dia 7 dollar Singapore…best tuh!!

Balik hotel, me and Sya, apa lagi pulun la nasi beriani tuh beb!!…u all tau, that was the best ever nasik beriani yang che’ makan, sedap tahap naga…memang kenyang btol, yala nasik untuk 3 orang makan, we all makan berdua…amboi sedapnyeeee, kari ayam dia memang superb….puas hati la makan…pehtu balik Mesia che’ dah jadi addicted to nasik beriani…for 1 month, memang kalu kuar dengan member mesti nak caghi nasik beriani…tapi la kan, sampai la ni, sumer nasik beriani yang che’ makan tak sama dengan yang che’ makan kat Singapore tuh…atau che’ dah jadi ala2 iron chef, cerewet pasai makan?hmmm, setahu che’ la che’ tak penah cerewet pasai makan, apa2 aja belasah, asalkan halal dan bersih…hmm, tapi tuh la, tak jumpa lagi la nasi beriani yang sedap macam yang che’ makan tuh….hmmm, my mouth is watering again bila teringat nasik beriani tuh :p…….

Sometime when we feel sad, we try to find how to ease it away…but how? I am a person who hate to be sad and I don’t want people that I care to feel the same way, feeling sad…I love seeing people happy and always smile (maybe that is the reason why I am born to be a dentist, J)…sometimes when people that I know feel sad, I just don’t know why I also can feel the grim….whenever the people that I know feel sick, I also can feel the pain…sometimes, we just want to be macho by hiding away our  grimness, by acting as if we are strong in front of other people…but to me, whenever I feel sad, well sometime I also tried to act macho, try to hide away the down feeling, but I just cant bear the sadness, I must have someone for me to ease away my stress…

So how to de-stress ourselves, and how to lead happier life? hmm, some people find such a long way to wake up from their depression period, some of them find it is so difficult to vanish the nightmare that had been haunting their life for years…some people work like hell, making themselves busier than normal people just to push away the down feeling, the frustration, the mundane mood, the forlornness….

Well, somebody told me, or rather wrote to me, this person said, “read Al-Quran , then the bitterness will ease away”….yeah it is super true, God is there to help us, God is always there to hear our cry….and not to forget, find true friends who will always be by our side whenever we feel down…I am blessed to have such wonderful friends who support me, wonderful parents who constantly pray for me, and me myself, am a positive thinker to help me to curb the mundane mood…coz I love smiling, I love laughing , I love being fun and cheerful, so I really want all my friends that I care to be happy always…coz whenever I heard my friends feeling sad, I pray so hard to God to help to ease away their sadness…coz we live in this world to breath the air in cheerful mood, to make our journey to the thereafter in a meaningful way, without blaming whatever challenge that has come in our life…so to my friend out there, wake up, pull yourself together, be strong, face the world ahead with smile, coz God is always  there with us.. hence,pray hard to God ok.

This morning I attended an old man, my staff’s father..the moment I saw him, I remembered my dad’s advise, “ treat ur patient with gentleness..”..this pakcik was very old and fragile, yet looked so fatherly. No wonder my staff loved him so dearly… when I treated him, I imagined I treated my own father…surely I must treat him well….whenever I attended old patient, I always said to myself to treat them as u treat ur own parents…

If we want people to treat us good, we must treat other people good as well. Being a dental surgeon, I learn about human skill…I learn a lot on how to be patient, I learn a lot on God’s blessing towards our good deed….not to say I am a saint or an angel, but I am glad by attending other people needs, I learn how to appreciate the ‘nikmah” that God has bestowed to me..

Today I am fasting when other people are enjoying their meals..surprisingly  I don’t  feel hungry, nor thirsty, I feel so calm, so happy and so blessed, though I do feel afraid I might have hypoglisemia for missing the “sahur”,still I  feel  energetic to work…this time when I am fasting, I feel something different….no longer I feel so tempered, no longer I feel exhausted, yet I only feel cool  and I feel like I am fasting in the Ramadhan month…what is the reason for this feeling? Am I getting older and matured? Or is this the power of fasting? Whatever the reason behind all this feeling, I just hope God will bestow me with “barakah”, “rahim” and “rahmah” forever till the thereafter…asykuru ilallah ‘ala kullu rahmah…

Salam,

Hmmm,tiba-tiba terasa nak tulis blog plak…walaupon hari ni demam, sret-sret hingus tuh, n suara plak serak-serak n sengau-sengau manja ala-ala Ella, tapi tetap jugak saya nak tulis blog ni ha ^_^….

Sebabnya saya nak tulis blog ni dek nak menzahirkan rasa cinta kat Emak saya sempena HARI IBU yang dah dekat ni…tak tau nak beli hadiah apa kat Emak,hmmm, mungkin balik dari KB ujung bulan ni, saya beli dia "something from KB" kot, hmm, apa la  agaknya,’sure rambang mata nih’…

Pagi tadi, lepaih satu hari EL sebab deman (malas nak amik mc, "I rather EL", sbb cuti banyak lagi, ni mesti Zaza n Syariza berbulu ni, heheh), Mak saya dah siapkan bekal..n yang paling best Mak saya masak pulut kelapa parut," hmmm I like!!!"…Mak saya siap letak kan atas pinggan n hidangkan kat saya pagi-pagi sblm pegi keja(ni Syariza sure jeles tahap naga ni, sbb mak dia tak buat macam Mak saya buat!hehehe)…terharu beb, Mak, ‘"i love u"…

Nak kata kat sini la, Emak saya memang penyayang beb, shayang Emak!! Walaupon dia garang masa zaman bebudak dulu, tapi inilah dia manusia yang saya kasih sampai mati…inilah dia manusia yang menjadikan siapa saya sekarang ini..inilah dia manusia yang membuatkan saya fokus dalam mencapai cita-cita saya..inilah dia manusia yang saya tak sanggup nak lukakan hatinya…sebab Mak la, saya sentiasa pastikan (macam lagu Siti Nurhaliza plak, hheheh) setiap kali saya nak buat sesuatu, apa yang saya buat tak akan mengecewakan mereka, dan apa yang saya buat, mesti buat mereka gembira dan bangga.

Masa kat sekolah dulu, masa orang lain dok bercintan-cintun ("no offend" ya pada yang baca, heheheh), saya pulak pastikan amanah saya sebagai pelajar diselesaikandulu, saya pastikan duit mak abah saya, tak saya bazirkan dengan leka dan lagha, yelah, mak abah hantar saya pi belajaq, bukan buat habuq kan? So ni la masanya saya nak balas jasa depa….tapi saya ni bukan la anak mithali, kang ada lak yang berbulu, baca, heheh, macam poyo je minah ni eh? hehehhe…takdela, "this is my blog, so I am free to write anything I feel towards my Mother, right?"…

Jadi buat ibu-ibu seluruh dunia("and also to my frens that have already become mother") Happy Mother’s Day"…sayangilah Emak anda..Mak, kakyang saaaaaaaaaaayang Emak!!!!muahhh

Another day at
clinic, ‘sigh’…today, I just don’t know why….. I felt really happy, though I came
late to work, again!! Yala, there were so many lorries on my way to the clinic,
and not to forget the winding road to my workplace …

I started my day seeing a Chinese patient, an old man, oh ya I forgot to mention, I was alone at
clinic today as Dr.Meena was on ‘mc’.  I
was a bit surprised to see not so many
patients came today. Yesterday was a public holiday so I assumed, today would
be a hectic day, as I was alone… but to my great relieve, patients were not so
many and manageable, oh ya, I knew, that
was the reason why I was happy,..because I could take ample time to talk to my
patients, listen to them without being so hastily to attend each patient, as
there were not many patients waiting….

Oh ya, about the old
Chinese uncle,he came for extraction, hmmm, it was not the procedure that I wanted to talk
about here, but it was what I felt after I completed my treatment that I wished
to share here….this uncle was surprised to see me, because he said he had never
seen me before, hmmmm. Ok la that was his 1^st surprise (I thought it
was because I looked pretty today that made him surprised, heheheh)…then he was
more surprised to hear me spoke a line of Cantonese, that he said, “Wah, lu
pandai cakap cina loh”(meaning- “hey you can speak Cantonese?”)…then I said,” a
bit only la uncle”..

After I did the
extraction on him, he thanked me, he seemed satisfied with how I treated him,
and he seemed genuinely happy to have come to my clinic…ok la, it seemed kinda
boring story to tell eh, but I felt very happy with the treatment I did to him. I remembered my father’s advise
to me on my first day to work, he said "Ami, bilo ko kojo nanti, rawat pesakit
dongan elok, lomah lombut…jangan menyombong sobab eh, bilo ko rawat megheko
dongan baik, megheko akan doakan ko solalu, biar pon megheko tak cakap megheko
doakan ko,tapi dalam hati tuh,bilo dio pueh hati dongan rawatan ko, dio akan
doakan ko solalu”(meaning, treat patient with gentleness, u never knew in
future the pray of ur patient that u helped will help u later in ur future,)and I
strongly believe in that, because I have been experiencing the feeling…

I felt happy u
know, because I made someone happy
today, I made that uncle happy today, and making people happy is what I love to
do, and seeing patients smile happily as they walked out the clinic is a satisfaction for me…hmmm, hopefully someone gonna makes me happy lah…..so today is everything
about being happy, as in Islam, we should seek for happiness, because Islam is
a cheerful addin…we deserve to be happy and we should ’spread’ the happy scent to
people around us, don’t u think?

Well, it is me
salmi, love to talk n talk n  talk ^_^….

Yeah, olla…
Bunyi title  tu macam Britney punya song title kan. ‘ooops i did it again?’…hehhe, no la, nothing to do with it..what i wanted to say was, i did pass my MFDS exam, the ’so hard’ like ‘rock’ exam tuh…pheww, berbaloi jugak my 3K, tht i invested to pay the exam fee..

Tapi kan, rasa macam tak caya je, i am on my way to further my study, rancangnya nak sambung kat overc lah kan, sbb tuh i took MFDS exam..tapi bila dah lepas exam tuh, rasa macam mimpi plak…rasa macam my dream memang coming true…

I must proceed finding place to further within this 2 years la, sbb part A ni tahan 2 tahun je..apala kan, habis 3K, tapi tahan untuk 2 tahun je…hmm, tapi i really plan to further ASAP, selagi tengah muda remaja ni, masa tengah bersemangat nak pegang buku ni..kang dah kerepot, dah berkarat , hmm memang takdenye nak blajo kan?

Tapi harapnya Tuhan akan mudahkan jalan…
oh ya, Nabil, i followed ur step already……
to my lecturers, me and my batch will continue to make all of u proud….
Million thanks to all the ppl who prayed and supported me…syukran jazilan…