sally

I used to be a kid, and everybody, you, and me, and everyone of us used to be a kid…
I love kids so much, I do…..

Long ago, when I used to be a kid, I did not like kids, I hate them, because they were nuisance, enjoyed creating mess…how unthoughtful of me..well that was me when I was a kid….
Now, I adore kids, they light up my life, they make my life colourful, they make me smile and they make me laugh…

As a doctor, I attended many case involving the kids, some kids were cooperative, some were, hmmm, very demanding, mengalahkan the parents and some were very darling!
If I were here, 10 years ago at my place now, I might be red from irritation of handling these groups of kids. I might be raising my voice, surrendered from treating them….but no more now. I love them, I love having them here in my clinic though the air in the room might be “hot” with their screaming, afraid of having treatment, but I just smile and talk patiently to them, cause they are my angle. I want them to grow up to have pleasant moment with the dentist, with me especially…it is true, dental treatment is not easy on kids, they might be crying, screaming, but as the doctor, we must not scream back at them, we must be patient, be gentle and handling them with love…

For some of my friends they found it was very hard to accept my work on treating difficult child, for them it was a tedious job, very challenging, especially if the kids were screaming and tossing and crying…they could not believe I can tolerate with the “pressure”. It is my job, my “amanah” that I must perform…few days ago I got to treat a girl with SJS, very tedious regime of treatment, the child was crying and screaming, it was a pressure moment for us….but today, we could see improvement in that child, less crying, she could open her eyes and see me smiling at her…I just hope she would cherish our attention on her, our patience on her, our care on her, and do I hope she could remember me Dr.Siti, as I was known here, when she grows up, as a smiling doctor…

It is a very pleasant moment to have kids around us, and I do hope one day I could have some. I do cherish all my nieces and nephews, especially those who I took care when they were small, to Dwan, Lisa and Alya, and not to forget Aman and Faiz, beautiful children that I always cherish…

Kids are gift from Allah, we must love and never put brutality on them, as what had happened to the child who was brutally tortured, nauzubillah, these humans have lost their humanity and have beast mask embrased them, let us take good care of our children and never let these insane people to tarnish our serenity.
Kids and me, a good team we could be,:)

Salam ….
at last i can have iftar at my parents’ house, i miss my mom’s cook, i miss solat terawikh at surau near my house, i  miss iftar "bersila" and having so many nice homemade meals cooked by mom..

ramadhan is not about iftar and eat eat eat, but still the moment of having iftar together with ur parents and siblings is the moment to cherish….working away from my parents really made me miss them so much…it is not the first time i am away from them, i was away for 6 years(still, not so far away , at kl only) when i was a  student., but now as a worker, being away from them is totally different, i just miss them…miss having mom cooked my bekal, miss having mom worried about me not having my proper meals, hmmm, call me manja, but hey, i love being pampered, n my mom always pampers us even though we are big already…

just now, alhamdulillah, i am having another opportunity in the 26th ramadhan of my life to perform another terawikh prayer, and as years before, my dad lead the prayer….so touching the moment…….hopefully the ramadhan this year will surround us with barakah and rahmah, ameeen, as my task here at new place is getting heavier and heavier, i enjoy working in hospital though, still, so many things need to do , so many things to update, so many things to perform, i just pray, God will be with me and help me to go thru this hard moment of my life, to make me strong and keep me going, coz i believe if we do our work with the name of Allah, He would make our path smoother and easier,Insya Allah……..

   Bulan puasa datang lagi….tak sangka cepat betol masa berlalu, tapi bak kata kawan baik saya, Syariza, perkara itu yang cepat berlalu, bukan masa, masa datang macam biasa saja….hmm tak tau la, tapi syukur pada Allah, saya masih hidup untuk beribadah padaNya…syukur sebab saya dapat menimba ilmu tentang solat yang sempurna sebelum tibanya ramadhan yang ke 26 dalam hidup saya….syukur sangat sebab tempat kerja  saya yang organize majlis ilmu tu, rasa bertuah sebab bekerja di suasana yang  celik agama…terharu sebab di situ bacaan doa masuk kerja dan habis kerja hari-hari dibaca, ada tadarus al-Quran juga, Dr. Nor pon turut serta, alhamdulillah, itu yang dicari selama ini, harap-harapnya rezeki saya murah di situ…..

  Semalam, minggu pertama bebuka, best dapat berbuka in one big family, together dengan keluarga Pakngah, seronok betul, solat berjemaah, rasa manis betol saat itu, dan tadi bersahur sesama adik beradik saya yang ramai  ni…hmmm, dapat la rasa masakan emak yang best in the world,gulai lomak cili api :)…

Ramadhan is the month I truly waited, hopefully this Ramadhan, barakah and rahmah will be spread to us….hopefully Ramadhan will bring our hearts together to worship Allah Almighty, ameeeeeeen….salam Ramadhan……