sally

SALAM, blogging again via my room kat somban, heheheh, cuti seminggu ni beb!!best btol!!nak relax, nak buat all the things yg tak dapek nak buat selama ni sbb very the bz with works…

last week was a damn bz week for me, got oncall, and the bzest oncall ever!!nearly 24 hour che’ tak tido plus operation of fracture, very the stressful week, but the weird thing was, i like all those bz schedules, it made me going u know!!macam2 la yg jadi masa oncal 24 hour tuh, kisah sedih, ngeri and annoying macm2 la. teringat kat adik kat ICU tuh, i cried u know seeing that unfortunate boy, Ya Allah, selamatkan lah adik tu, lindungiah dia, make him happy again,ameeen……

n this week, until yesterday, i was so bz, damn bz..kena present QA thingy, dah la tak penah tau kebenda QA tuh, suddenly i was subcontiously ‘appointed’ as the team leader. pehtu kena plak present proposal kat depan timbalan pengarah kesihatan negeri.
there, i was the last group, n seeing other group presenting made my perut felt queasy, coz those ppl were presenting using the similar format that i dint use in my presentation.
it made me the stranger, alien in the presentation, huuaaa…nervous giler tahap naga..tapi kaknim, my nurse and kakmina my DSA, were very good tau, there were giving me full support, showing thumbs up to me , as a gesture of easing away my queasy feeling..then my turn to present had finally come, i was like so nervous(lagi nervous masa the group before me tengah q&a by the panels, i was like”cepatla panel ni, stop nagging lagi, im so tak sabar nak present ni, nak cepat habis ni”)..bila time che’ kena present, apa lagi, che’ pon naik sheikh la.
kakmina before tuh dok tanya”Dr nak cakap apa. omputih ka melayu ka”.che’ pon jawab, “kakmina, ikut apa yg terkeluaq kat mulut, kot terkeluaq omputih, omputih la, kot terkeluaq melayu,belasah je “…masa che’ naik kat pentas, apa lagi, u know me, i love microfon, thats my ‘icecream’, che’ pon present la,pong pang pong pang..yg che’ shukuq tuh, the panels were smiling pleasantly at me..n i know it was a safe smile, not a killer smile, in my heart, i praised God.we managed to answere all the questions, in nonchalant manner u know!n oh, the part where the format wrongly interpreted by our group managed to be explained to the panel(she was like ‘i ingat group from hospital faham tentang presentation ni tapi kenapa your group pula yg tak sama macam yg lain”, then i explained to her about everyting that she able to accept it, without qualms, heheheh, i like!!!

tapi paling i like tuh, bila kaknim bagitau kawannya kata”weh, bila Dr hang bukak mulut, aku terpegun tau, walaupun aku tak paham apa yg dia cakap, slang apa dia guna tuh”, hahahhah…pehtu kaknim balas”dia cakap slang london, aku pon memula tak paham, tapi lama2 paham dah”, hahhahah….
yang bestne lagi tuh, bila kawan kaknim kata “eh, Dr hang tuh muka macam cheryl samad la”, hahhaha ANOTHER comment i received saying i look like cheryl samad. sukeeeeeeeeeee, hehehheh…

tula ceritanye minggu ni, happy sesangat, those events and meeting up new people made me happy!!
n yeah, this saturday my cousin is getting married, and as u all know, i love wedding, i do, so,im so excited for Su’s wedding, mesti magical ni…..

hahaha..from the title, it might conjure something extraordinary, like, seeing a light at the end of tunnel, or having come to the end of pain…duhhh, it is more than that!!
i will call it a double jinx day, or rather in malay"sudah jatuh ditimpa  tangga"…hahha, well, this peribahasa surely hit me at face today!!

this morning, me and my anak sedara planned to balik kampung, at 8.00am was the original plan, but after subuh, i snoozed back, that i woke up by 8.45 after being waken up by Dwan. Donning up but then it was raining and plan postponed till rain stopped(yeah, i dare not travel when it was damn heavy rain, dangerous you know!)..

then, we dropped by at mall to buy some groceries to bring back home, and had some quick breakfast…and the 1st jinx happened just after we went out from the parking area, my car window stuck, could not fully close..but, hey its ok, rain had stopped already. Dwan was trying damn hard to close the automatic window, but i told him not to coz we were already at hiway by then…

the 2nd jinx took placed,hehheh, after we reached the big road, the window just banged down, and waalaa, we could not bring it up, meaning we couldnot close the window la!!!

ok we were optimist, rain wont pour again, yeah and i was damn sure we were gonna be  safe and dry once we reached home…

but the 3rd jinx just was not patient enough to say hello to us. Just after we reached the nilai area, rain started to pour slowly, and to add up more spice, we were stuck in a stupid jam(why i said it was a stupid jam?coz the jam was due to stupid people who slowed their car just to watch an accident, or rather pushed aside rummaged car, duhhh, i was just had to be sabar je la that time)…

and u guys can guess la, rain started to be heavier, my window was stuck, i was partly wet, and it was at the middle of the hiway road, and i dare not to look at my side, humiliated by the fact, it was damn heavy rain, but i just nonchalantly let my window open..how embarrass i was, coz normally i would be very ‘brave’ to look my sideway, to check out gorgeous car, or the driver may be, hhahah…

we were like, hokay, be cool guy, be cool, act as nothing happened, though my right sleeve was kinda hit by water, i must say(wet by rain la!!)…(at that point i still got time to berangan to buy a new car, my dream Wolswagen car, arghhhh…when la i got to fly ni?)….we were praying so hard, please God let us my home safe and, errr, DRY….thank God, finally, we reached that junction to our dearie home!!!

and Dwan was making that grand announcement to people at home”finally!!!we are home!!!”, hahhaah…well, what can i say, we finally reached home, very dry, hahhaha…oh ya, the moral value of the story:- dont drive in old car, will ‘cha?buy new one instead, throw the old one kat tempat buang sampah, huhuhuh….

p/s:dear reader(if got, hheheh),please mind the oh not so nice choose of words, it is just to add up spice only , heehhe….but,yg benonye, bila teman bawak keta, teman mmg ganeh, eheheh, tapi maintain ayu, duhhh

salam…blogging again, via my workplace, doing my notes after seeing patient, got no time to write note other than sitting alone here , completing the works…

talking about works, just now i went to see a boy, same age as my nephew, at ICU, well, it broke my heart to see him like that, from a simple viral infection that might regress on normal child, he developed septicemia with multiple organ failure…i was just a doctor, who oblilgingly serve my patient, but while im cleaning his wound, i did ponder, what if i was in his mother’s place?what my feeling would be ?
surely it is easy to say than do, attending this boy, i put away my sad feeling, coz i just want to treat him, but if i am to face this with my own child, i wont think i would be strong enough to face it…
it broke my heart to see kids suffering from disease, but today this morning,i did feel so happy to see m y patient with the same viral infection, came with healed wound, so happy to see him shook my hand and kissed my hand, i said to myself, would it be nice to have my own child?

while walking to ICU with my nurse, i said to her”even though i dont have child, but my nieces and nephews are my children, i cannot help to think if i were to face the same situation”…
i am so blessed to be working in hospital, attending patients, this is not a glamorous job, it is a tedious, gruelling works for those who are in the same shoes as mine…but i do love my work, i pray one day,, when i am able to be a specialist, i would be able to do many many good deeds to my patients.

Salam , its me sally, as nik yan puts it,but only her can call me that ya, she is one of my best fren ever!y, ur baby is so very the cute one!!i hope i cld fly there to see u guys!!

well, again im blogging via my work place on sunday noon with alya n lisa here as well, we r going to have lunch together gether while im having oncall today….

ada apa dengan victory ya?im in the prince of victory town now, n that is not the thing i would love to pen here…

i just wanna convey my gratitude to all teh people that i know who prayed for my exam, i am so thankful to Allah for bleesing me and for bestowing me teh victory in this exam, without pray from mak abah, my fens, my staff and patients, and those who know me, i wont have what i have now……

life must go on, fresn were asking me, what woulld be my next plan?i would just sigh and say, let me take a breath for a while, and settle my own predicament before i move on……

actually, may many things i would love to do, but one thing than another, first thing first, then we will see how far i could go…but now, i would love to be my old me, my old fun me,the fairy tale me…..