sally

i feel somber now, im so burdened with many paper works!the QA thingy, got to to do it by my own, im so tired. sometime i need to have my frens around to tell them what i feel now, but there are not here,being bz…well i also wont be around for them when i am bz…im so worried for my QA presentation nxt week, i havent prepared anything, dr.naim was asking me once(but i know he wont ask anymore coz what he wishes to see is the end result)….
everytime when i firmly say to myself that i will do it tonight at home, i would easily cheat myself, i rather sleep early , in my prayer garment on my prayer mat, untill i wake up the next morning..then i will blame myself for wasting my night by sleeping early…im so tired then.hey, dont think i dont love my job, this is my passion, even wan razi noticed it too, he even remembered what i wrote in my book few years back during our student time…(hey just now i stopped blogging for a while to let my bos to see the x-ray, hmm at least her confirmation upon the film made me felt relieve, and my stress toned down a little….)
i need my frens around to hang out la, here, no kaki wayang for me, no kaki futsal for me, no kaki shopping for me, only kaki cukur, hehheh, my nephews and nieces….it has been a while i havent brought them to jalan2, no jalan2 at sunway for makan2, well, maybe i was being too tired of working…hopefully no more overloaded works for me(duhhh, it is not possible dear!)…
i plan to watch movie today(and alone again!!), but i just think maybe later la…….

its you, no its me actually, i am just having some crazy ideas, colorful story that i want to write in the blog,but later would i pen it down, not here but in my other blog…..